i fuking hateit when this window appear
the sentence that pops up in my mind immediately "
"WHATS THE PROB AGAIN MAN"
even if i change to a new com
its the same old problem.
again and again and again
jus dun understand
wadever i do WILL NEVER turn out right
WADS WRONG MAN?????????
WHY.WHY.WHY
Perharps god is punishin me
for al the sins i have commited(in the past):
- disrepectfulness to my parents & gran
- unfaithfulness&disloyalty to him
- lack of concern to frens &loved ones ard me
learnt from the mistakes
-treated my parents and gran in a better way( acknowledge what they had done to raise me up)
- be there for him now and den( shall be guilty for the whole of my life)
- care&concern for my peers and loved ones
so what?
Did things change for the better?
nope. i dun expect anything much
JUST HOPE THAT
I AM NOT DOWN WITH THIS FUKG BAD LUCK
ANYMORE
totally lost . low-morale.
in everything
work.studies future advancement.relationships
i need some time alone
by emoeve
