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someone with no aim in life
no passion
no dreams
jus like a living doll




someone with low eq and iq



someone who thinks that he/she is a failure in everything

Sad to say
im that someone=)

Precisely, how can u expect ur frens to noe and understand u well
when u dun even love and understand urself?



icant even manage my sch work well
as for frenship and relationship( be it love or family)?
its stil suxy as well

&for frdship
i tried to please the frensl ard me
i tried to shower care and concern
(it failed badly)
the reason being: i am afraid that they will dislike mi( pretty low self esteem)
thats my deepest fear

& for my family
they treat mi jus like some kind of black sheep in the family
their hopeless daugther who onli noes how to roam abt

& for love
im a complete idiot
sometimes i dun even noe wad im doin
and why the hell im stil thinkin of tt bloody bastard


wtf
i wonder how i am goin to survive in this world
its gona be damn bloody shitty after i graduate and step into the working world

i hate myself
for being this way
its not gona change
i tot i can change all these stupid flaws of mine
but i guess its in the genres?
i stil remember his advice for me when we break up
he said : maybe u shld learn to be more independent
i tot all this years i have tried to learn that
nope.
as time goes by
i realise i jus shrink back to the original me

a brainless and timid gal
with no aim in life


Sunday, July 15, 2007
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