Heeyyaa..
im 18 sia...haha time realli flies. finally.able to watch M18 show .able to step into clubb zzouk.^^...hmm realli hope to step in there once to xperience it. althou we will run de risk of kana 'molested' lolx. its sorta like a once in life-time xperience maaa.
Initially. i tot tat diz yr bdae wil b like de past yrs(tat i hav spend wif mi darlinz) fun.nice.sweet.
Haaa to be frank, i tot tat even if its mi 18th bdae. It ish nt mux diff as compared to my other bdae.
Oki.im weird rite.Normally gers wil feel v excited abt 18bdae. dey wil hold parties ar wadsoever to make it memorable.
Lol.
Mi darlinz change mi mind yster
Hav a high n fun time at partyworld wif es.karen.lin.rong
haha diz gers r damn funi
Esp rong n lin wif their
GrooVy dAnCez MoVez.wootz~
De bubble tea oso v nice(juz like jimmy had recommended)
OOoooO..and oso discover de fact tat karen ish scared of 'head'!!!
hee
then lin gif mi my pressie
omg.ish a v nice bracelet and earring.
haa
Wif de first lOok at it abit lian
BUt i still lub it!!
coz its mi fav color purple fer de bracelet
ANd de earring ish damn shinny
haa
mi fav la.
hmmlin's gt nicey taste.
haiz sad to sae lin ish cinderella nowadaez
Muz reach hm before 12.
Oo she sudden bcum guai kiat
Scared us sia..
lol
After sendin lin's off
the four of us march to punggol's cafe
wow.the atmosphere ish nt bad.most impt ish de smell of de dishes. Its
SPLENDIDHehz but sad to sae.theres nt enuff seats.and we hav to cramp between two tables lidat
hMMm things r nt so bad as u tink.lol.
Its juz abit crammpy onli la.
all of us ordered fishnchips(12.90 buckz)
And we decided to visit de place again if its within our budget next time wor.^^bargus!
WHen it striked 12.
i received sum bdae msgz
Lin ish so sweet.even sang mi a bdae song. *so touched
But. i still feel empty.and onli i noe de reason.
Hee i believe mi darlinz noe de reason
haaa
we walked to karen's hse.
hmm put it in rite words shld b "stroll" laa
had a heart toke wif es abt the "one" in our life
sudden i gt a feelin tat i wun get marry in near future
abit scary~
Reali feel like drinkin.
haha mayb tryin to escape fr reality ba.
karen n rong surprised mi n es
when dey show us de liquor dey bot
i lub it sia!!! coz i m dyin to drink tt
hahaaaa
follow by a can of baron beer.ohman.i reali lub u al to bits
besides tt dey popped in purple purse.handbag.watche(es) for mi
*muackhaa.whu noes. i tink i drink alot and sorta gets abit giddy or drunk
i started to cry.uncontrollably.wth mi doin.first time i cried so hard in karen's hse
i tink karen n es muz b damn shocked.
haiz.n i started to dial his no. NON-STOP. he sure receive alot of missed calls diz mornin
Other than de bloated stomach.
haha al of us hav fun
even mi n rong.our face was
damn reddish.cute sia.
we played manjong!!! can u believe it man...in de drunkard state(lol jkg)
in between we stil gt eat chips .tibits.ohh so fattenin sia.heeex
my mind started to be in a clear state.
still feel empty.
and den at 7am i received hiis msg.wishin mi bdae
i dun feel ani happier
coz i believe if i nv missed call him
he wun send anih
Hence.mi fren convinced mi to ask him for an ans.
give him a chance to hurt mi?hmmoki it sounds weird.
But aniwae its best to make things clear
if not i will always be trapped inside diz invisible net.
As expected.
His ans ish nah.
sadd``
but i believe i can get over it
as time flies by~
wish mi luck^^